I just wanted to be alone tonight. I thought I would enjoy this time. But all the sudden I am feeling sad lonely. Why?
I needed to get away from T. I feel bad for saying that. But he has been getting on my nerves slightly. Why??
Maybe I should have went out with K tonight. Altho I do not want to drink so I would probably not have fun anyways. I wish I was not getting up early for the scrimmage. But I KNOW I should go out and do things even if I don't particuarly feel like it at the time. Then it's the gym for me. I feel like I need to make more friends, but then I hardly like going out with the ones I have. Why???
I feel sad. Why????
I'm amazed how anyone can be happy. I think you have to be blessed with a simple mind.