All the sudden I had this overwhelming sensation of being alone. I mean, I am. I've been sitting up in my room for 3 hours watching movies/television in the dark so it should come as no surprise. I feel like I'm missing something. I really am missing T. Then again, I am also missing having a really good friend to hang out with. Something bothered me about A yesterday. Sometimes I feel like she judges me. I noticed this yesterday. Why? We are friends, we aren't supposed to be judging each other like that. Sometimes I think she tries too hard. Sometimes I feel like I want to make new friends. Sometimes I just feel lonely.
I really am feeling lonely.