So, I guess I feel kinda left out. I know, I was invited to go and all.. but I live too far away and I have to be at the hosptial at 9am tomorrow. It would not be smart for me to go out tonight. Being responsible sucks. Now I feel left out. Like all the fun will be had without me. Me and A used to be really really good friends and we still are.. but she has been branching out and hanging out a lot with all these new people. I mean, thats not bad or anything but somehow I feel like I am being replaced or something. And I'm not going to even be there tonight when she goes downtown for the first time on her birthday. I just feel left out.. as usual. Oh well.